I'm concerned...

Hi Corynder,

Actually, for me, you are right. I too have been feeling the same way about FOL. Something did change, she noted that in one of her messages, where it was mentioned she was talking to a group rather than her original source.
I used to get so much upliftment from FOL messages but lately it's been "oh, whatever".
The messages just seem to not really go anywhere or say anything (for me). Maybe I have grown since her messages started. I have found a good deal of many other sources for information and these resonate more with me than the FOL.
I would like to thank Blossom for her messages as - if it wasn't actually for her then I would not have started my own journey that I am now travelling, and it is a wonderful journey and I have come along way.
I still read Blossoms messages, but only really out of curiosity.

My own personal journey is really working for me, I have learned a great deal and I am fully focused on creating my own reality. I now understand that God is Us and We are God, We are One in All That Is. If people can seperate themselves from what we have been told and understand what God is and that God is not seperate from ourselves and we are actually God, then this whole thing really clicks into place.
I am now able to step back and see the perfection in the picture. I understand Service to Self, Service to Others and being a Unifier. This world in 3rd Dimension really is perfect and I can see the perfection around me. It makes sense. I am looking forward to the Singularity Event and the Ascension process.
I understand the Law of Confusion and the Veil of Unknowing.

I would stongly like to recommend a guy and his website.
www.zingdad.com

This is really the one and only source that resonates with me. It is helping me understand alot about myself, who we are, why we are, and where we are going.
Simply put - We Are One in All That Is

I have a number of friends whom have started to read his worked titled "The Ascension Papers" and they are blown away by the information and it really is resonating with them. They are starting to become the beings they were supposed to be.

I would also recommend the site www.book-of-light.com
There is no judgement there, there is a whole lot of Love and any questions asked are always given an answer.

I wish you luck on your journey Corynder and anyone else on this Forum that reads this message.

Syme

Corynder:

I agree with you. I do not feel the same from channelers than a "while ago". And following Fore's recomendations, it isn't easier now to feel manipulated, or somone else (maybe an entity) trying to suddenly change my thoughts and feelings. Any way, as  it might  happen with some of you, I get a lot of e mails refering to the "Ascension" and all this kind of matters.

I know there was a discussion on this Forum some weeks ago about a "Phase I and Phase II..." sore of stages concerning our feelings in early august 09 so I thought that these late channelings from different sources were talking about that. As for me: I just feel working (more than usual), enjoying the momment and as you said being courious on what is moving up in space and in "other dimenssions".
Expectations?, many... to be honest... but more focus on the unknown and in a continuous learning process that allows me to put in practice what I am learning.

Hasta la vista !

I now scan Blossom's channelings. And I have to agree that its just not the same. Something is very different with them. Running around and not really answering questions that we all have. If you ask me its like mumbo jumbo stuff, skirting the answers. I know I want answers. And when I don't find answers, I'll go somewhere else and find them. I use to enjoy them. But now, its like someone else took over. Its like they are blocking the true answers. Like if they don't want us to know the real answers. Does that make sense? I know we have to learn on our own, but if they are the teachers they are not teaching us that well. They don't guide us that much anymore. Guides guide us. Teachers teach us. So the question is are they really teaching us anything? I don't think they are. They keep telling us the same thing over and over again. When are we going to grade and go to the next level?

Don't get me wrong, I still love the FOL... but I feel that this isn't them. Reading it is like ...trying to will myself to absail or something, where you think logically you'll be ok... but your survial instincts kick in and go 'WAIT, NO!' Only, with absailing, you know they're screaming because you're about to launch yourself over a cliff on a tiny rope, so you quickly pause to mentally check that the gear and people with you are trustworthy...
So of course, pausing and going 'What's wrong?' here is what made me think all that.

Look, like you guys have probably noticed, my brain has for no apparent reason been going zoooooom on trying to learn and think over dimensions, and it's been asking questions about it that I can't answer... I don't even know how I came up with the questions!... but it came out of the blue and it feels significant. In fact, I think I have a closer understanding of dimensions now than I did when I was mind-venting.
But it's the timing that gets me now... I start to suddenly, with no prompt, go mind-mental over physics and dimensional physics and maths... then I am able to come back and realize that something's wrong with the FOL. I am NOT a maths brain. I am an art brain. This is totally out of character for me ... but I am starting to understand the physics anyway.

What is it exactly that they've said about 'the next level' or 'ascention' for us? This is important... what exactly have they been saying?

Don't get me wrong, I still love the FOL... but I feel that this isn't them. Reading it is like ...trying to will myself to absail or something, where you think logically you'll be ok... but your survial instincts kick in and go 'WAIT, NO!' Only, with absailing, you know they're screaming because you're about to launch yourself over a cliff on a tiny rope, so you quickly pause to mentally check that the gear and people with you are trustworthy...

-corynder

I can assure you that this is "them" (The FOL). This is just them doing a very poor job. It could be many things in play that you guys will never know directly about.

It could be that they are privately having serious problems with Blossom asking so many questions.

Some of her channeling material shows that strained relationship stemming from her "independent" behaviors and questioning attitude.

They ARE the same folks from OCT 14th, don't let yourselves be deceived on this point. At around March, someone from higher up the food chain stepped in. It was obvious to just about everyone as the style of contact changed for a very brief period of time.

As higher entities (in the food chain) than the Grey hosts you guys/gals are used to hearing from intervened. It became obvious to me that it was a sign of a strained relationship. Higher ups only come into play when a situation is doing poorly.

A sort of "second wind" blew in to help the people the class of ET that Blossom is most familiar with. A more intelligent form of con men. The higher ups. Tier 2. Call it what you will.

So of course, pausing and going 'What's wrong?' here is what made me think all that.
Look, like you guys have probably noticed, my brain has for no apparent reason been going zoooooom on trying to learn and think over dimensions, and it's been asking questions about it that I can't answer... I don't even know how I came up with the questions!... but it came out of the blue and it feels significant. In fact, I think I have a closer understanding of dimensions now than I did when I was mind-venting.
But it's the timing that gets me now... I start to suddenly, with no prompt, go mind-mental over physics and dimensional physics and maths... then I am able to come back and realize that something's wrong with the FOL. I am NOT a maths brain. I am an art brain. This is totally out of character for me ... but I am starting to understand the physics anyway.

-corynder

I dunno whats up with you, Cory. As I have said before, you sometimes say things that catch me off guard as if you were a contactee on the side. You say things that only someone with contact experience would know about.You puzzle me deeply. (have I said that enough?)

You always make me do suspicious double takes in wonderment as to how you seem to have NO contact experience....but at the same time show signs of having had conversations with an ET.

I believe you when you say you haven't But you sure are an odd gal for not being a Contactee!

(0-o) << raised eyebrow.

Perhaps you are being contacted in your sleep or something. The experiences you describe are typical of a conscious telepathic session.

You say things that strike me as a bit odd...considering your not a Contactee. Perhaps your thoughts are being influenced and you don't realize it?

What is it exactly that they've said about 'the next level' or 'ascention' for us? This is important... what exactly have they been saying?

-corynder

Their goal isn't to teach you guys anything meaningful.

--It's to assess you all,
--collect information about you all,
--and set up a figurehead (Blossom) to keep you all enthralled with half-baked ideas.

If Blossom fails to do her job adequately, she will obviously be replaced with someone who can do it better than she could. Someone who asks less questions and obeys more.

The population behind her will be moved to another figurehead and then it keeps being build upon until "people believe a specific dynamic" which they can then use when they are really ready to "arrive" in person.

Blossom has anywhere from 30k to 100k visitors who pay attention from her peak to her trough. (High to Low)

Those are just people to be indoctrinated with ideas chosen by these specific ET faction. For when they are really ready to move forward with their planned agenda. Then people who have been subjected to doctrine will receive extra information about a task to be performed.

A role that has to do with making false appearances at a future date in time. This is why you all have ideas and thought embedded into your psyche to help facilitate this process. The urge is put into your chest and head.

A NEED that isn't your own.

That is why they refer to it. They and many others like them who have malevolent intentions are using it to slowly build a situation in the near future. One which they will undoubtedly eventually fulfill.

Those who get suckered in will eventually become their hands and feet on the ground. Your payment for your service is a promise of enlightenment that will never honestly get fulfilled.

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The more you guys clamor to know about their agenda, the more destructive it is to their agenda. That is why Blossom is rebuffed in a very rude way by her own ET group. (The FOL)

Her question make others question. And that is VERY BAD.

Eveytime she brings up an issue from the masses for them to answer...and it is a good question...they get very "intolerant" and "dismissive".

There are some things even they can't CONN they way out of.
But if you keep your eyes open, you'll slowly start to learn about all of it for yourselves...

Well, that's why I asked about their promices of 'ascention'. I don't think we, in our current physical shell,are able to touch another dimention. Not lower, not a 2D world if it existed, nor a 1D world, and not a higher world. Okay, we do touch the 4th dimension... which is time, but we aren't OF it. We can't control or be apart of it, or see it, or be aware of it. Our idea of time is our own creation and not the universial truth... that is, we do have a 'true' sense of time, but it isn't the sense of time that all beings have. Nor do we fully grasp the concept of time/space enough to really BE apart of it or use it. Greys use the dimension of 'time'. They use it to conceal themselves in plain sight, with us, but undetectable from us. At least... that was how it used to be. Something in humans is changing and we're slowly, generation after generation, noticing things and seeing things. That explains why they said they 'come from and around time'... their understanding of it is much different, probably centeries ahead, of us.

Only, we're a real puzzle to them in many ways. I have the feeling that we were easier to communicate with in the past because we weren't at the changes that we're at now, and they could control us far easier... control the situation far easier. They can't do the same with us as they could a thousand, two thousand years ago. We don't work the same. We've changed. They prefered us before... but the changes , the speed of the changes, draw them more now than ever.

You just have to talk to someone sixty years older to see what I mean by that. My children will be something beyond what I am... and I've always known that I would have to have children in order to pass it on.

That isn't the 'you're special and have a purpose' thing they put in people... that is something else, that they use for their message, but they don't understand our swift changes yet or why my children would be so different from me, or why I'm so different to my parents.

At least... that's what I think as I write. >.> That if we are changing then they will use that, grasp that change, and use it to help keep us sheeping around their promices of tasks and duties. The changes in us are real but we are many, the changing humans, MANY. Think of us as baby turtles hatching from eggs... we are not all going to make it. But there are so many of the breeding humans, and such a large percentage of the changing humans, that it doesn't matter... there will be survivors on every landmass and they will breed, and they will slowly and surely guide us and change us somehow without meaning to. Maybe they'll never even be aware of it, or maybe they'll call themselves a lightworker, or maybe they'll find a source being channeled (we tend to seek things like this out) and call themselves one of the lucky.

Annnyway. lol Just in case what I wrote made no sense whatsoever... shesh, that sounded kind of scary!...

They ARE the same folks from OCT 14th, don't let yourselves be deceived on this point. At around March, someone from higher up the food chain stepped in. It was obvious to just about everyone as the style of contact changed for a very brief period of time.

Ok, but something has changed. Maybe it's a new 'contact' in the FOL. It is a different voice. It's hard to explain, but the 'vibe' is different. It isn't her rose-pink grey-shaped alien from before.

As higher entities (in the food chain) than the Grey hosts you guys/gals are used to hearing from intervened. It became obvious to me that it was a sign of a strained relationship. Higher ups only come into play when a situation is doing poorly.
 
Aren't the greys simply 'machine-like' puppets, so to speak, for something else anyway? They're living creatures but they're still the puppets for something else... and if they're doing a bad job handling the situation then ...yeah, like you said.

I dunno whats up with you, Cory. As I have said before, you sometimes say things that catch me off guard as if you were a contactee on the side. You say things that only someone with contact experience would know about.You puzzle me deeply. (have I said that enough?)

You always make me do suspicious double takes in wonderment as to how you seem to have NO contact experience....but at the same time show signs of having had conversations with an ET.

I believe you when you say you haven't But you sure are an odd gal for not being a Contactee!

(0-o) << raised eyebrow.

Perhaps you are being contacted in your sleep or something. The experiences you describe are typical of a conscious telepathic session.

You say things that strike me as a bit odd...considering your not a Contactee. Perhaps your thoughts are being influenced and you don't realize it?

lol, you know, I do the same expression at myself mentally when I come up with that stuff. But I'm so used to it by now that it's sort of 'eh, people can laugh at it or read it, I may as well post it anyway...' for me.

Actully, I've always had the feeling since I was very young that all I had to do at night was say 'I am ready to talk to you' and MEAN it (as in, not be emotionally terrified!) and flash, instant ETs. I'm still afraid of the dark though so whenever I get a certain feeling at night before bed, I usually mentally say something like 'I'm not ready. I'm happy to talk... just not ready to face you in a dark room!'... then go to sleep.

Slowly.

They don't mean me any harm but they won't face an emotional human either... I'll remember when I have to.

But yeah, it's very possible. I think ... I think it's always been this way, since I was young, so I never bothered to question it. It's like breathing.

They said in that book that an adult's brain is ready for 'communication' at age 25 which is also the age, roughly, that the brain stops devoloping. I'm 23. I have a few years!

The pics....

Fore, I don't suppose you've seen one of these, have you? Or this lizard symbol?

Top ET has hard ridges, two of them. Dark eyes, a bit like a grey, but not exactly... difficult to explain. They're just different. Mouth was open.

lol, and if you're right, Fore... whatever is communicating with me does NOT like whatever is talking through Blossom right now.

Sometimes I seriously wonder for my sanity, when I make statements like what I just said and show drawings of things I saw in dreams... >.>

Also, the FOL talked about crop circles. That one speaking was her little pinkgrey alien.... but there was another 'voice' there too. Two of them. Like it was being watched.

@ Cory

If you aren't doubting your sanity in all this, then you WOULD be insane.

For as long as I have written about this stuff, even I worry about what I write. I think it is just the die hard skeptic in me.

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Insane people never question their sanity. ;)

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As for your pictures. I recall vaguely someone talking about seeing an alien with two ridges a long time ago in the encounters section at OMF.

Don't honestly know who is was as so many tell their stories. If you want, I could show the picture and see if anyone has seen anything similar.

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As for that presence that guides your mind.

A) Tell it it's doing a terrible job in keeping itself unseen.

B) It probably knows that the FOL is putting out lots of nonsense.

The FOL is selling assention but no one really investigates whether it is actually possible to obtain what the FOL are selling.

Until they don't email Blossom and push the issue of "what is required" to "ascend", then no one will be any wiser about what is being sold to them.

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@ At those who pursue this line of questioning with blossom......don't expect the FOL to give you a meaningful answer. They would have to tell you about actual basics in the process.

And they can only lie so much before they make it so overly complicated that they they trip themselves. As they did in a recent channeling with Blossom. Even Blossom got lost in the lie at first. Then somehow bought the whole lie hook line and sinker.

Questions makes things complicated. That is why the FOL avoids answering questions at all costs.

Greys may be notorious liars, but they aren't very good at lying.

That would be great! I don't remember much of it anymore... that was just what I sketched when I got on the computer the next day. I do a lot of sketches that show that now... I dunno why. Just pictures, a lot like this but with different people and different shaped heads-
http://sessy.deviantart.com/art/Amusement-97799113

I'll have to upload them sometime. >.> Better I scare you guys with them than the poor old dears at the art club in ths community! They wanted to know where I'd copied and/or traced it from.

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lol! That amuses me a lot.
If what had just passed through my head was a retort... it's hard to pass on, seeing as it was a complete answer in less than half a second...
Something about not trying to be hidden and trying to get me used to it. Amusement and patience? lol Whenever I get things like that it's like they aren't words, so much, as feeling and something like words...eh. It's hard to explain.
But I'm not sure about that. Could just be my head replying?
Eternal Skeptic is a good thing to be. lol

lol! Scare me and make me laugh at the same time!
So THAT'S why they're doing things with our reproductive systems! They want their noses (and ability to lie) back!

Seriously though, you've gotta see the pictures I've been drawing...