The Reality of our tests.

Why are so many of us being thrown in our own indiviual realities?

We all are experiancing, or know someone close to us who is, a terrible thing in our lives. We know that what we're experiancing is not bad compared to someone elses terrible thing, but in our life, in our space, in the world we created, the thing we're enduring right now is, in our own heart, is a terrible shock and something that's making us ask ourselves hard questions about ourselves, those we place faith in, and what is it we really desire from life itself.

Maybe then that's the key. Maybe this is the time, now, in this moment in your reality, to ask those questions. What did you do wrong? Do you want to return to the point you were at before your reality exploded, honestly, was that life contentment for you? Did you enjoy your friends, your lover, your work? Was it contentment for you, or were you already feeling lost in some way?

Life is exploding on so many of us now, at this point, in THIS year, because it has to. We have to ask these questions NOW. We have to look forward, and backwards, and we have to honestly say 'Can I go back to what I was? Do I want to? Is that how I can life the rest of my life? If not, then am I brave enough to do what I have to do right now, at this moment in life when everything I tried to build has crumbled down around my ears? Can I rebuild myself and the life I live, little by little, the way it should have been for myself and the souls I have gathered around me?

It's not too late and I think that it's finally time that we all, every last one of us, who are suffering in our own exploded world or who are close to someone who is, stop and look at ourselves with compassion and with blunt honestly. We need to support ourselves, but also we need to support everyone else we know who is suffering as best we can and without judgement or tryng to compare their 'terrible thing' with our own- there is no better off or worse off at the moment. We are all being tested in the exact way that will shake our indivual souls/life in the right way it has to... no one's hurt, no one's test is better or worse, they are all equal.

 This moment right now is a rare chance for the world to rebuild itself as we know is right, rather than the way we think others think is right. Take the chance!