I'm back! (Sort of!)

I'm sorry I've been gone. :( Life has suddenly taken a turn for the worse and not in a good way... in a chaotic way and it hasn't stopped... like...
Job ended (contract ended)
Had to leave home. Had to be out by end of the day.
Laptop broke.
Lost friends and workmate connections.
Didn't get stimulis payment.  Was $20 below the minium.
Now owe bank $1000 and a friend $460, not even sure if my belongings have reached my mum yet, so $1460 in debt and possibly more... I have no idea how I'll get the last of my stuff to my mothers house.
Staying with my father at the moment and his stepmum but there isn't much space here really, and I can't find a job, plus I'm on an island... a trip to the mainland is about $20 which is a hell of a lot of money when you have no money.
Haven't gotten unemployment payment yet. x_x
 
 
So I'm a little... lost. Thrown off my feet backwards into a wall is a better way to put it. I think it's a test and I won't giveu p but ...feeling a little lost and stunned at the moment. I could bear the rest of it if I hadn't been dropped by a friend who'd proven himself and I had total faith in... I mean, I pushed him away because I thought it would be better for him, but I have to admit I was hoping I was wrong about that... x_x I went back to the house in Caboolture on thursday to wait for the removalists and I was fine and brave, but then he was invited over, and I had more and more trouble... it was when he looked at me that all the bravery cracked and I realized that I wanted to be wrong about it being better for him... but I guess he wasn't a friend if he couldn't tell me off for being an idiot when I was telling him I couldn't be his friend and give me a hug. It was all I wanted.
 
But it was good too, because I gave almost half my stuff to lifeline :D
 
Anyway... so that's where I've been. I'm fine... just stunned and hurt. Gotta catch up somehow!
 
I've taken some weird photos, wondering if anyone knows what they are of. The shadows don't match up ... I promice I haven't altered them, not even with the lighting or photo fixing, just as it was taken.