I have been watching this blog site for the past week. Simply observing and learning what I can. I must say I am very new to this. I have not, until the past week, learned of channeling alien beings, greys, illuminati, the new world order therories, 2012, etc. I consider myself a very open person. I am willing to listen and consider any and all opinions and beliefs even if I do not agree or see things in a different light. However, I felt I had to post now because emotions seem to be getting a little out of control.
The following is somehting I wrote in my journal last night, and after reading a few of the last posts I felt I had to share my own thoughts.
Please remember this is simply my thoughts. My intention is not to offend or anger anyone, only shed light from another angle.
Only days now. All this seems so strange to me but somewhere within it all I know the truth lies. What I do know as truth is the world as we know it is about to change direction into a, at this time, nearly incomprehensable future. And this change will happen on or about Tuesday, October 14, 2008. Whether or not the Federation of Light space ship will appear I do not know and will not know until it is. Do I hope for it? Yes. Do I want it? Yes. Do I send for it? Yes. But no one can say they know for a fact that the craft will appear. Nothing in the universe is certain until it happens. That is why we plan for the expected as well as the unexpected.
I must admit I am a little concerned at how people are approaching this situation. The majority seem to be focusing on very small pieces of the whole. For example, the words. Alabama was just a word given. As many have pointed out this could mean any number of things. A state here in the U.S., a place in Autstralia or even S. Africa. It could be a song, a cloud form, or even a code word made up of several other words. As far as the others snow cone, table and diamonds (and now shine your shoes) they could mean a whole host of things. And here is where I make my point.
I do not believe we were ment to understand their meaning right now. Or to even dwell on them for long. I believe we are meant to take the information into ourselves to ponder then file away (close at hand) so that when their significance is revealed we will understand and see clearly instantly and with no confusion or question.
Also, we do not know who "they" are, where they come from, or what their true intentions are. We will not know until they are here. I believe Lissa made this point also. I do not believe we should fear them but certainly be cautious. The same as one would be when introduced to a new acquaintance and getting to know them. Of coarse this event is exciting as well and scary. It is our nature to feel this way. But I feel the tendency for us to focus on such pieces to try to find the meaning outside of ourselves or "out there somewhere" is, in itself, proof that humanity is close minded and still a race in its infancy. I am myself guilty of the need to "figure it out" and "find the answer". Humanity has become seperated from themselves. Instead of looking within to discover their true self and in turn being ture to that self. We have suppressed and locked away that self and have turned to what is outside of us (other people, religion, money, tangible objects, etc) to blame or to "tell us what to do" or to "do it for us". With the ever growing corruption, deceit, violence, crime, disease - mental and physical - and fear, I am afraid that humanities darkest days are yet to come. If not upon us already.
Herein lies our choice. The one and only choice we - individually as well as collectively - should be focused. Do we give in to defeat like the church in Brazil and allow the "outside" to hold power and make the rules? Or do we accept what is and bring ourselves forth to assert our individual and unique collective power? For when we are strong and unfailing in ourselves, we also are within and throughout the world.
I choose to look within myself for my power, sharing it for the strength of the whole. I choose to teach my children as well as others around me to do the same by being true to myself and showing them how to find and use their own power of self.
In the end the truth of who or what is out there won't matter. In the end knowing what is without will mean nothing if we know nothing of ourselves. Only when we know ourselves will we know each other. When we know each other we know humanity. When we know humanity we can exert the power to bring about what we do and don't need and want to survive and thrive. What makes life worth living for humanity.
One thing that our history has shown is that humanity seems to learn our lessons the hard way. As much as it breaks my heart to think of the dark days before us I know it is something we must esperience. But our history has also shown that in times of great need we ban together. A force to be reconed with. For this reason (among others) there are those who wish to keep us as we are and will go to any lenghts to keep it so. But I fear they underestimate us. Therefore I will pray and share my strength and power with all humanity. No matter what happens, in the end, it will all be worh it.
Thanks
Angel
